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Saturday, August 08, 2009

When life gives you lemons...

... go to the beach. And that's what we did. As for the lemons...


Have you ever had a dream, something you wished for with all your might? Something so important to you that you were willing to wait years for it to happen? And then one day that dream comes true. But instead of being the dream you thought it would be, it turned into your worse nightmare. That's what happened for me yesterday. I spent the evening watching something unfold that I never ever wanted to happen. Instead of the dream I had held on to for so many years, I discovered all my darkest fears and worries had come true.


What has happened is completely out of my control. There's nothing I can do to stop it or change it. So after spending last night alternating from hyperventilating, crying, and feeling as though someone had ripped my heart out, Mike and I decided we needed a dose of the island- sand, surf, and sun.

After a day on the beach, warmed by the sun, soothed by the sound of the surf, and caressed by warm Gulf water, I came home relaxed and for now have put the my dream that turned into a nightmare aside.


I remembered to take my Flip camcorder today and shot some video. The first one is me babbling, but the second on is just the the sight and sound of the surf. Is there anything more relaxing than the sound of the surf lapping at the beach? Oh- and I found some more sea rocks, but no pics of them.







The Surf-









Peace-
Linda

6 comments:

Bear said...

Hi Linda,
thank you for the voiced video- I now know wot you and Mike sound like ggggg. I LOVE your accent hon and I must admit if I ever get that way we have got to go visit your favourite beach. It seems so restful n the sound of the waves pure heaven -I am so happy that you found your bliss there today after a horrible time.
love you much n big hugs too you as well
Bear xoxoxoxoxoxo

Jennifer Rose said...

:( :( what ever happened I hope it doesn't happen again

the beach looks wonderful, and I loved hearing you ramble. :)

Tami @ Lemon Tree Tales said...

I'm so sorry that you had a dream turn into a nightmare. Go visit the beach again and feel better soon.

Serena said...

Linda, you're worrying me....I hope all will be okay whatever it is. :(

Lovely footage....you have such a sweet voice. I'm glad the beach gave you comfort. I feel that when I visit the beach too.

BumbleVee said...

all I can do is send a damn big hug....and hope you and Mike manage to deal with whatever it is....

Over the years my sister and I have been through some pretty horrible shit...and we just keep pushing each other to give a big tug on the old bootstraps and to give ourselves a shove forward....it seems it's all we can do in most situations...

sending love and hugs...

your buddy,
xxxxx Vee...

Kerry said...

Yup,the only thing you can do, is what you did, lord know's I have been through it also and probably will again, but we are survivors it is what we do. You are a strong women and will make it through okay.